I don't think I could date at this point. I do believe in the vows I took even though my H has done the unthinkable. I would have to be separated or D. I have flirted just a little but that is it. It helps to get a little male attention.
Anyway, I know my sitch sucks, but I stay in it right now for the kids. When the next cell phone bill comes in (should be within the next week) ,if I don't see a decrease in minutes on his phone I think I will be ready to make a stand and have him leave. It has taken me awhile to get to that point. Hey maybe I will be spending my spring break alone. Won't that be great.
I have seen some small changes, since I have stopped being emotional,started detaching, and not iniating R talks. H seems more like himself at times and spends more time with us. It doesn't seem as if he is trying to avoid me.
I went shopping (one of my favorite things to do LOL) this morning. Just as I pulled in the garage, H calls. Where are you? I say the garage. He says really, I didn't hear you. I just say, so what did you want. He wanted to know what lunch plans were. We talk, laugh, sometimes things seem normal. He has gotten more playful with me. I try not to take too much stock in any of this and just keep detaching and GAL.
