Yeah, this is very frustrating, confusing and unfair. I guess it is hard because I don't know if I am making any progress or just going in circles here. Most of the time I feel like I am not making much headway. With the brunt of the responsibilities on me, it just gets very frustrating. I haven't mentioned ow or R in quite awhile over 10 days now. So I wonder what H is thinking. I know I shouldn't, but lately I just wonder if it is too easy for him and if I need to move on. I know only I can make that decision.
