In H's defense could the line at the video store been long. As long as he came home with a video, then dont worry about it. Listen you know the calls are there, so stop letting them get to you. Of course it bothers you, but you and I are working on our reactions. Isnt it true, that your reactions will start to reflect how H reacts! Would he have called you when he got there and you werent home. Try and think of it that way.
You and I are in the same boat, I know it is hard to be upbeat, but you can do it. Plus we are getting a life, slowly but we are. I am just waiting for someone to talk to me at the gym. I could use an ego boost. As you could too!
Keep up the good work, as long as you recover from any backslides you are doing ok,.
