Yeah, I went to the gym and am liking it. It takes my mind off things and relieves stress!!
Things are not bothering as much. Not sure why. But I like it. H not being home when I get home (even after going to gym) and not emailing me are not bothering me as much as before. It is not bringing me down. So, that is good. Maybe I am getting it through my thick head that I can't change H only me. So that has been my focus, me and the kids.
He actually helped with dinner, we laughed and played a little.
Not sure about happy and positive all the time. I am being me around H. But happy with 2 kids and a moody husband all the time . I am not that good of an actress. So I think I am doing okay.
