It is hard to not think about H and what he is or is not doing. But I think I am getting better. I am starting to feel like I will be okay no matter what happens.
I think it is really hard when your H is home though. It is hard to not react and be happy and postive all the time. They certainly aren't. I am still not sure if I am DBing the right way. In some instances I know I am.
Well I will focus on positives. H playfully slapped my bottom this morning. He hasn't done anything like that in a looong time. I usually iniate any touching (mostly hugging which he will hug back). Won't put too much emphasis on it either, just one teeny tiny baby step, right.
His love language is physical touch. Any suggestions on how to love him that way if he is holding back emotionally. He needs to be loved that way but doesn't want it from me. Does anyone have any suggestions about this?
