Yeah, I did join a gym. I feel better hearing you say you feel retarded, that is how I feel about the whole thing, too. I go tomorrow to meet with someone ( a trainer-aagghh) who will show me what to do. I am really a little nervous about it. We will see how it goes.
Positives today---H took kids so I get groceries. When I got home D4 was bathed. --He hung around and talked while I put groceries away.
(I decided that I am not going to keep doing everything. Today instead of saying to H I am going to get groceries, I said we need groceries so what do you want to do about getting groceries and dinner. He suggested going out to eat (which I am all for) then he took the kids on home and let me go without the kids.
I don't know if that is bad DBing or a 180 for me. Anyway, he didn't get mad. He was tired because he stayed up doing grades. Well, not my fault he waits until the last minute to do his grades and stays up all night before a grade pull. It wouldn't have been such a big deal if he had helped with the groceries and other things lately.
