I understand. I have flip flopped the last few days. Right now I am chalking it up to hormones. H even asked "Is this PMS?" Sunday when I brought up something. During an R talk I iniated Sunday, he said some things. I am just putting them out of my head and trying to not believe what he says.
Just wonder sometimes how long I will do this. Everytime I look at my children though, I think, I have to do as much as I can for them. So I keep plodding along, slowly.
The one good thing is my backslides (mistakes) are getting farther apart. I am doing better at this. Not always sure I am DBing the right way, though.
