Hey JS. Sorry for the slow reply. I don't get here as often anymore, and I didn't see your post.
I'm sorry you are still in the rut, and I wish there was more I could do to help. I just don't know how you do it after all this time. I was thinking about it when I read your post, and I realized it has been 2 years since your W came back home. Wow, that time went by fast.
Also, before I forget, if you need an ear, let me know. I'm here for you old friend. (And I don't mean OLD as in age. LOL. Although I realize you ARE getting up there now. Ha Ha. )
I know YS and D are back home now (I think??). Will you be seeing all the kids, including OS, over the holidays? I know sometimes you go to see your W's family. Making any trips like that?
You know, I notice you haven't been talking about the new job much (not that it is new anymore). How is that going? Do you like it?
I didn't make a list, and I kept this post small. Just trying to catch up with some friends. So maybe you'll reply.
Take care Big Guy. Talk to you soon.
Hugs!
MAL
Me 47 Ex H 46 Bomb 9/02 D final 3/04 Ex H now married to OW
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