Quote: I will have to give a lot of thought into finding something about H that turns me on. It's been such a long time that I have looked at him sexually that I can't right off think of something particular to him.
This makes me really sad for both you and your H. I understand what it means to be sexually repulsed by someone. I use Rush Limbaugh as my personal example. I just don't understand the process that renders someone who was previously Mick Jagger into Rush Limbaugh. Sometimes I'm afraid that there's something about me that would eventually render a man LD. Do you sometimes worry that you might find yourself losing sexual interest again if you were to become involved with another man?
Once again I must caution you that I am perhaps not the greatest person to be offering advice. I frequently wonder if it wouldn't just be easier to find someone who was HD and attracted to me but I struggle on.
"Tell me, what is it you plan to do with your one wild and precious life?" - Mary Oliver
