Thanks Sun---you know, I was actually thinking about how easy it is for the ow to be who she thinks he wants her to be...she knows his complaints about me....I actually saw that in one of her emails about loving her body and being confident...definitely one of H's complaints about me is I don't like the way I look and I always put myself down...I'm to fat, I look like crap...not anymore of course!
I do feel good about me. I have wanted to call or send an email to the ow but I know first off that that won't get me anywhere and secondly I shouldn't stoop to their level. I can say that I have taken this opportunity to look at myself and change the things I don't like, I truly feel that I am becoming a better person. Although it doesn't seem like it sometimes, that is what truly matters!
