not much to update on. Still going strong - H very commited and loving. We ML at least every other day, sometimes twice a day....I still struggle with trust though and wonder if I want to continue on like that. I feel that I'm loosing my love for him...maybe it's just pride talking and I need to get over it. Every time we get intimate the picture of OW gets in front of my eyes and I just turn cold inside (don't should it outside - at least I don't think so). I will need to resume my sessions (psychiatrist) and probably get on some anti-depressants myself. BTW: H lost his pills the other week and hasn't gotten new ones yet. It's been a week without them and he says he should be back on them for at least 6 months to a year. He better gets them soon...if he can feel the difference then it must be there.
