Hey guys! Sorry I've been silent for several days but life is crazy on my side of the screen. Things are going great. He took a Friday off from work so we could spend 3 day weekend and so far we've been unseparable. We've been ML, hanging out, eating out, shopping (he bought me a gorgeous baby blue coat for V-day, I bought him whole bunch of shirts, sweaters etc) and just hugging, kissing and snuggling. We are working on the house together and it's such a great feeling to know that what you thought you were about to loose is yours again and it's only getting better.
He's been speaking my LL (quality time) this whole weekend pretty much not touching any of his freelance stuff which is so important to him. I've been extremely affectionate and I'm the one who initiates ML to the point that he is asking for a break! Now that's a role reversal. He admitted that the anti=depressants might be lowering his drive but it's probably also the fact that it used to build up in him before I would allow the release and now I"m ready 24/7 . I told him that I never want anything forced and I don't want the roles to reverse completely to the point where I"m the sexually starved/frustrated one and he is the avoiding one. I asked him to be honest with me and let me know when he is not in the mood and I'll deal with it because I know that I will still get my release through snuggling, kissing and hugging which is now VERY important to me.
I'm trying to avoid being on the computer when he is around because he feels insecure that I"m talking to other people (don't want him to think I have an internet affair ) so I'll be active on BB when at work. I'm hoping to catch up on everyone's threads at that time so please forgive me for not doing it right now.
Just wanted to let everyone know: I LOVE YOU PEOPLE! You were my angels (still are) when things were dark and horrible. I feel that the only reason why I"m experiencing that joy (one of my friends told me she can't stand how happy I am now - she is also going through the D and it's not going to change - it's too far gone and she has a lot of her issues that she is never planning on working out) is because I found this place and I found you all. I want to be able to help in your quests so please, if there is any information, anything at all that I can provide - do ask!
Now that's a role reversal. He admitted that the anti=depressants might be lowering his drive but it's probably also the fact that it used to build up in him before I would allow the release 
and now I"m ready 24/7 
. I told him that I never want anything forced and I don't want the roles to reverse completely to the point where I"m the sexually starved/frustrated one and he is the avoiding one. I asked him to be honest with me and let me know when he is not in the mood and I'll deal with it because I know that I will still get my release through snuggling, kissing and hugging which is now VERY important to me.
) so I'll be active on BB when at work. I'm hoping to catch up on everyone's threads at that time so please forgive me for not doing it right now.
