I have been following your thread...glory, Hallelujah!!! I am SO happy for you!
Once again, don't beat yourself up too much. This fight wouldn't have been winnable if you had thrown in the towel. Instead you have chosen to keep fighting, and now your odds of success are infinitely better.
You DO get it, Crushed. This is NO time to backslide, and because you realize that, you WON'T.
I think it's great that your H is taking a good hard look at himself. I wish my WAW would do the same, but alas, it sure doesn't look that way. See my thread for further details.
And finally: whipped cream, eh? Too much of that could be bad for your cholesterol. Still, not a bad problem to have...
Take care, Crushed, and keep on leaning on us here on the BB. We'll keep drawing inspiration from you as well!!!