I cannot tell you how happy I was to hear from you. I don't know, maybe it's because you've seen me when I'm down, you helped me to get up so many times...It seems that I'm going somewhere really wonderful if I can only find the strength to get there. I needed to read your post to reinforce what I already had in my head: I am strong, I wanted it to work and I knew it will be a hard work on my part and his. What was true before is still true now: I cannot control his actions, I cannot be responsible for them. I can choose the response to his actions though and it will either make me miserable or happy.
And like molliew advised: I got to give him benefit of the doubt, stop snooping (why do I keep telling myself that I'm doing it to find that trust? It's only bringing me pain and doubt!) believe that he has nothing to gain if he stays and therefore he does it because he really wants to.
Pam - I want to see the picture of your puppy!!!! Is it boy or girl? What about the name? Wait a minute! I thought the puppy was for your neighbor not you!!!!!!
Okay gang, time to go get a haircut and run some errands. I"ll be back in the PM! Working on my PMA and doing some GAL...
