It's Been a Long Time...

[holdingon]

Nik,
I was thinking about you today. What if YOU just did the snuggling, the initiating, the hand holding? Did some 180's... EXPECTING him to pull away, etc. Could you do that? Kind of put your toe in and test the water... instead of asking him for what you want, just show him by doing. You are obviously frustrated, time to try to get unstuck.

You have to be brave, grasshopper, but you can do it. NOTHING ventured, nothing gained... and we both know you can do ANYTHING through Him who gives you strength.