Well I too am happy to see you back around these parts! If you recall your old threads were the among the very first ones I read when I came to the BB.
And I just wanted to say that I understand your comment about reading other sitches and then looking at your own issues, but you know, you just can't 'compare' when it comes to relationships. It does help to read other stories and see how people solve different problems. But remember that someone's bad situation does not make yours good by default, nor vice versa. Clearly your issue of resentment has brought you back here and bothers you - that in & of itself is worthy of your thorough examination in my book.