It's been a while since I posted....if someone could attach my past posts for history, I would appreciate that.
I never did master that on this BB board.
Quick history:
Bomb with H hit 6/03 We tried to live together, stuggled with his depression and MLC for 9+ months. H moved out 3/04 H started pursuing end of May 04..... Moved back in unoffically Memorial week-end Summer went pretty well....moved back in officially 8/04 Went on long vacation together Sept 04 More long week-ends Oct Family holidays Now steady progress in a forward direction
H has never fully apologized for the pain he caused...tho in some words has said he realizes how much richness we've had the past 25 yrs...how compatible we really are and how important our family unit is to him....even tho the kids are in college and on their own.
There are moments when I second guess his quietness....but he has not behaved in any way, shape or form to make me question his trust. We still have moments of miscommunication.....I am still working hard are staying away from ASSumptions....and being more straight forward.
He is still not as affectionate as I would like, but I am being patient. I still see moments when he retreats.....he still has some sorting to work out.
I am working now....have been for a year & a half, taking better care of myself, growing more spiritually and trying to be true to myself, H and family.
That's the update...gotta go now, but will catch up with others soon.
