Quote: Corri, he hit me twice. In both cases he refused to admit that what he did was wrong, he said I deserved it.
Then you said,
Quote: There are few things that I can not discuss here, but I do depend on him in a certain way (at least for now).
You should leave now. If you are strapped for resources, you can contact one of the agencies listed on this web site. Maybe you have a close friend or relative who will take you in until you can get on your own two feet.
You are in danger. Don't try to analyze him. Don't try to analyze yourself, either, at least not yet. First you need to get safe, get some distance, get some time. Then maybe you can come to understand what went on.
I am afraid for you. Please get help. Please get out.
SM
"If we will be quiet and ready enough, we shall find compensation in every disappointment." Henry David Thoreau
