I had a dream last night, that we had moved to a new house, already furnished, and that H couldn't wait to get to bed and get his hands on me. He started blurting out what a terrible mistake it had all been, that he had just got temporarily caught up by the moment, thinking he was on to a good thing with OW1 and then OW2... I remember feeling gratified, but distinctly awkward and not knowing how to handle this sudden turn of events... and then feeling confused when I woke up, of course!

Oh, and he mentioned that fear of what people like my sis and brother-in-law would say was a factor in keeping him distant for so long... He has burned a few bridges.

D wanted to play our "role reversal' game AGAIN, but today I was being 'good' as I didn't have the energy or inclination to be 'bad' and D was disappointed and kept asking me to be bad as it was more FUN! But before we played, as she was asking me to, she said she liked it as it allowed her to see things from my point of view...

Well, down to more house cleaning and baking for this tea party!

Livnlearn

"The unexamined life is not worth living" - Socrates