Thanks. It must be close to that time of the month because I am on an emotional rollercoaster right now.
H just emailed saying that some people from work are going out afterwards. Don't think ow will be there. I don't think he would flaunt it in front of co-workers. He also sent the original email from his co-worker about the get together. I just replied, have fun. I want to scream NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!! I want to go drop the kids off on him while he is there and say it is my turn. I want to drive by and see if he is really there or just lying to go see ow. I certainly don't want to be home when he gets home. But I am also tired of all the responsibility of the kids too. I can't GAL right now. My kids are my life.
I will go out tomorrow for a long time.
I am afraid I am going to say something or do something. I seem to be either mad or very upset today. Almost cried 3 times today at work (not what you want to do with 20 first graders staring at you).
Oh well, enough venting for now. Will post later to let you know how I do this evening.
