I have thought about not doing his laundry on more than one occassion. But, I know that he would think that it is spiteful and would get mad. One more push towards ow because in his mind she would never do anything like that. Not that he has a clue what she would do because of the nature of their R. No real life stress in that R. So as much as I want to just throw his laundry out the window, I think it would hurt my sitch.
For now I can keep it up. Don't know for how long. These past few days have actually been easier. Don't know why. I have been less emotional and thinking clearer. Like I said, can't explain it. Today, for the first time I came here when frustrated which kept me from saying something to H. Besides my slip up today (which wasn't too bad), I have done pretty well for 5 days now.
I think the slip up today was more about the drama with my family and grandmother's death and not my current sitch.
BTW I folded all the clothes but only made a pile of the stuff to hang up. So I asked if H could please hang up those. He agreed. And he is actually doing it now as he watches the end of the game.
I am doing better with just going one day at a time.
