Just wanted to check in with you and see how you are doing today. I know how hard it is to do this and H still be home. Some people look at that like it is a blessing and in most ways it is, dont get me wrong, but at the same time it hurts because H is too close to see the changes, still wants to put the blame on you, etc. So hang in there. I was talking to my SIL today about my sitch and I realized that I was doing very well at DBing for a while and when the holidays hit I lost it....Probably why I am in the sitch I am now with H leaving. So dont stop DBing...It is what will get you through. I know it is hard, believe me, I know...you want to have days where you cry and do nothing but feel sorry for yourself, and with H there you cant do that, plus you have the brunt of the responsibility for your kids right now and have to remain strong for them. I know back when this first started and H did move out at that time, once my daughter was asleep that is when I lost it. I imagine that is how I will be this time around too...But this time I am not going to call H in a crying mess looking for his sympathy. Keep up the good work, you can do it. You are already making such good progress. I wish that I had made that progress at your stage in the game... I will check back in later
