Russ,

I can't imagine how hard this is for you. I know what I have been through and how hard that has been and I still have H here.
But hang in there. There is still hope. Work on YOU and GAL. Show WAW what she is missing.
For now focus on those precious kids and the time you can spend with them.
Our weather is nice, we had lunch outside. It is in the mid 60's, the sun finally shining. Lots of rain and cloudy weather earlier in the week.
What is your weather like?
Work on getting that smile on your face and "acting as if" you are having a great time w/out her. Start picturing it in your mind, so you are ready when she comes for the kids.
Sherry