Russ, Get this, I get home and there is a message on the machine from H. The message was very silly, but very obvious that he did not expect me to be gone. He said hey pick up I have tried your cell and your not answering that (was talking to someonelse and did not pick up ). Then, he got silly, S9 (called his name) hey if your sitting on the couch pick up the phone and take it to mommy, even if she is in the bathroom. Did samething with D4 and then with dog. Very humorous message (he wasn't angry or anything) but ovioius he expected me to be at home.
Nice lunch. No R or ow talk. Was able to put worries out of my head before I got there. Then found out he spent some time talking to family (he has a sick grandfather out of state). I know he talked to 3 different people who are with his grandfather and then talked to grandfather. So I know he at least could not have spent the whole time talking to ow while waiting for car. I am hoping the more happy and positive I am and more I continue 180s, the better things will get. It is so hard to tell what he is thinking or feeling. He definately isn't going to share them with me right now, but my hope is that one day he will. Well, still on track. No emotions, R or ow talk!!!!!
Russ, how is the visit with the kids going? Good I hope. Show WAW how happy you are when you take the kids back. I know you aren't but don't let her know. Leave her wondering what is making you so happy.
). Then, he got silly, S9 (called his name) hey if your sitting on the couch pick up the phone and take it to mommy, even if she is in the bathroom. Did samething with D4 and then with dog. Very humorous message (he wasn't angry or anything) but ovioius he expected me to be at home.
