Well H came home and seemed down, he's been a little under the weather, figured that was it. I receive a call from a friend when H tells me I have an email. Okay, he seems better. We talked and joked a little. Well he has been drinking. Not like H to do this. An occassional drink but rarely anything more. I can tell he is tipsy and a little beyond.
Of course my mind starts reeling. WHY? Is there a reason he feels the need to drink? Is he going to drop another bomb on me and leave.? Did he and ow have trouble? He has told me if he leaves ow it would be he-- in the house. So now I just dont know. I am probably overreacting. I hope so except for the part that he is having problems with ow. But, will not get hopes up. Will be very upset if he is under the weather tomorrow because I planned on going out for awhile. Haven't told him of course, was just going to surprise him with it. But won't show him that I am upset.
Well, 3 days of no R or ow talk. Only responded to emails he sent, did not email first. Continuing one day at a time here. Sherry
