Sherry Haven't posted to you before, but have read your sitch. I think we all go thru the ups & downs, sometimes from second to second, sometimes hour to hour. I'm in a similar sitch as you, difference is I'm a stay at home mom, with lots of time to think (obsess?!) all day.
Definitely keep journaling here. Even if it makes no sense to anyone but YOU. Sometimes just getting things on paper (or, in this case computer) helps give you a different perspective. And at the same time there are helpful people here on the board that will be your sounding board.
Great job on not speaking of ow. I NEVER capitalize this anymore - thanks to reading Sages thread. The ow just isn't worth the extra effort it would take to press the caps lock key!
