A little sad today. Maybe it is the weather, been raining for 2 days now and supposed to continue until Thursday.
Well H did not email today. Makes me wonder what he is doing with OW. I know he is texting her and talking to her. How can he think about me if he is working with OW and has no contact with me? I know we are to distance ourselves and not pursue, but..... I am having a hard time with that, knowing OW is there and I am not. I don't think he will be thinking about me at all. Am I crazy here? I don't want to go home and be happy. I want to go home and hit him over the head and shake him. That is part of DBing, right? LOL I know it takes time. But, AAAGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!! Okay, okay. Have about an hour and a half to pull myself together and act as if I am happy.
