Not a bad day or evening. One day down in being happy and positive at home. A zillion more to go. But it is better for everyone, especially my kids. Going out tonight without kids!!! Asked H if he wanted to fool around, he said whatcha want to do and opened his arms out (like I'm yours). Still not where ML used to be, but it was better. He touched me. Yea!! I am trying to look for any baby steps and focus on those. Weekends are the hardest. H doesn't get to see OW and gets moody. So this will be a real test to see if I can make it without backsliding. In-laws (they don't know) will be here, so it may be a little better. Question, I know we are supposed to back off on emailing, calling, etc with our S. My H works with OW. If I let up on emailing him, how will he wonder about me if OW is there. Maybe I am looking at it from the wrong angle here. I usually email him light, goofy stuff and he responds. I want him to remember me throughout the day while he has contact with OW. Should I just let him iniate emails? Thanks for any input, Sherry
