Hang in there. If you focus on you and the kids, WAW may notice. She will get over her anger. Have patience. I tried to call OW in the beginning and H was furious with me. Fortunately, OW did not answer her phone. Focus on your PMA. I know the feeling of missing doing the family thing. I have started taking the kids more and doing more without H just to keep from going crazy, but I do miss H not being there. It is hard. But we have to think about ourselves and what we need. I am starting to do that. Try staying positive. Do you have a thread? I havent been able to find it. Sherry