I agree with you I want to yell all those things at my H too. But, I also know it would not do any good. I have actually called him a few choice words in last 2 months and it only made him angry. Your right this is against our nature. I guess that is why I keep fighting it. I am still not sure how long I can or will keep this up. I keep replaying what he said " I have had some serious doubts about my R with OW" Still don't understand why H won't end it though. But I also know if I keep attacking him (his words) and getting all emotional it will not bring him back to me. He pretty much said that. You want me to come back to THIS. Working on my PMA. Have a GAL Friday night. I am excited about that. It has been a long time. In-laws are also visiting this weekend and they do not know, so that should be fun. Thanks for the advice, it is what I needed to hear. Sherry
