Bad, bad day. I cant figure this how. I go from having really good days to just horrible days. I am so tired of all this. It seems as if I am just making things to easy for him. I take care of the kids, I am nice,loving to him and meanwhile he continues here(whatever mood he wants to be in) and with OW. I hate this. I just want to give up. H actually tried to comfort me, reached out and hugged me. I didnt hug him back, couldn't. I don't want his pity. This hurts so much. Why can't H just stop? Any advice.
