Russ, I completely understand how you feel. Knowing we must be strong and being strong are two different things and very hard. Yesterday I felt good. We had a good day. This morning as I was driving to work, knowing H would be seeing and talking to OW, I felt down again. I sometimes get tired of the emotional rollercoaster I am these days. I know about the tears, too. I had to blink them back this morning also. Last weekend was bad for me but this weekend was better. Just remember everyday we start fresh and you can continue to DB and maybe the next day will be better. Dont worry about ranting on my stich. Feel free to do it anytime. I think that is part of the reason we come to these threads. I know it helps me to know I am not the only feeling what I feel. It helps to reach out to others. Maybe the hug could be a positive thing. A baby step. Look for any signs no matter how small. I live in Texas and we do not have real winters, so your comment on spring coming cheered me up. We are looking at temps getting into the 70's this week. Bye for now. Keep me updated. Sherry
