Just about to go update my own post after I finish here.
ya, I try to DB, Tonight was different. WAW had bought a separtation kit from Chapters. And had been filling it in while I had the kids for the weekend. I was planning to do the DB drop and go.
She wanted to talk. Had to explan my comment to her friend on Saturday birthday, I was asked by friend where Tammy was? My aswner was I do not know, we don'd talk much any more.....I had a dark cloud over my head all weekend.And comment just came out before I could think.
I feel like the tears behind my eyes just want to come forward.

I must be strong to DB!!!! I sometimes do not feel strong.

So cleared the comment thing up, i'm a s***. Went on to supper. She saided to tell me about the breathwork healer she went to on Saturday, she said" Arlene wants to put us back together but she does not want to"

We talked about that, I stayed had supper, said good bye to kids and she hugged me goodbye???? She has not touched me over four months. she has said she does not want to get back together.
Was that a mercy hug? Is she just feeling sorry for me.

I booked an appointmnet to see the breAahworks gal for Saturday. All the other theripy I have paid for does not seem to have done much,so WHY NOT.

Sorry to rant on your stich.
I will update mine after I talk to my kids before bed.

be strong.Live for you. be happy.
That's all I trying to do.
At least looks like spring could be here, snow starting to melt.
Russ