Thanks Confused for your support. I downloaded the book and emailed it to my H. He seems to want to make things right but when I am having a bad day he does get frustrated. My feeling is that I stuck with him this entire past year while he was with OW and if he cant stick by me right now then we may as well go our own way. I havent said that to him but thats how I feel. I have been doing my best to keep up my PMA and all but the last two days have been very very tough for some reason. I keep hearing the words he told her in the emails over and over again in my head.I have to some how some way snap out of it. I know this isnt going to be over with as soon as I like. I hope I can get past it and save our marriage.
