I thought I better get on here and say something. Lately I have been very hesistant to get on here and say much, I think it has to do mostly with not seeing baby steps as a real change, more of a sliding back into "more of the same old". Kind of like going down a Wyoming highway, you can look back and see where you were far back, you can see a point of reference to where you want to be in front, but here and now isn't really exciting either.
As much as I know I did the right thing, my patience is not what it should be. Right now I am focusing on reconnecting since she seems to be receptive to it. Yes the steps are there but please give me patience and forgiveness. Luckily I do have a friend that has given me insight into "the dark side" (MLC). AS IF. The phrase that pays.
