Hi Phoenix! I am back online! Yeeha!

I know how hard it is to hold back. I have a huge problem showing constraint when I am feeling hurt and angry. Sometimes I actually succeed, but most times not, I am ashamed to report. I try and console myself that, at least, my H is getting my real feelings. I am, by nature, a very passionate person, and feel things very strongly and deeply. A problem when I love someone, and they seemingly don't love me.

Keep up the good work. I know it's not easy living with someone who is in denial, and is presently lacking any sympathy or warmth. Just keep trying to remember the woman you fell in love with, and the eternal vows you made. One day, she will.


Me:57 H:52 M:28 Got another lawyer last year and filed.
D35,S/D twins28,D22
EA4/04 End? Who knows?
"Life is like a mirror. Smile at it and it smiles back at you." — Peace Pilgrim