Regardless of how crazy it got last night, I keep my questions and comments to myself (Jedi "as if"). Over the weekend we had a D about R and I had wondered how good a DBing I had done. Some places I slipped, some I stayed with the program. As the evening closed, things seem more like a normal night, for a normal couple, with normal R . There was even an AOS afterwards that I don't think she has ever offered before, nothing intimate, just considerate. Caught me off guard, but I responded properly.

Up to this point (this month) W had tried to isolate me from her family and friends, even somewhat from the kids. I think she thought she was going to get me out of here somehow and she had to make it look like it was my idea. Well, I am being included in future plans more often now. There is a long road ahead still, but at least I am seeing consistent positives. Thank you all for the support that has got me to today. Hopefully your days are getting better also.