Well Crushed I guess right now my patience is out of power. I get very tired of all the fuss my wife makes over children, parents other peoples kids, but can hardly be much more than polite to me. Her solution to our problem is where we are now, I can't accept that. I'm thinking of taking a job back east, take the kids and tell her when she has her head together, we'll talk. She'll either have to stand up and do what's right, or wallow in her choice. I guess I'm getting to the point of some tough love.

I do love this woman, but I'm not going to let her damage our lives forever. She is hoping that if she sits on the fence and plays like nothing is wrong, nobody will notice and everyone will get most of what they want. Well, I'm tired of playing the game. Since she won't stand up and do something, perhaps I will. Enough time has past and I've been very patient, it's time for something to happen. Well I guess we'll see if this is just venting or if I have finally had enough.

Maybe tonight we'll have a real good talk.