Phoenix, I'm sorry you're back in the still waters again. I was hoping that things will turn around for you especially that you were one of the people that inspired me to continue and try when my R wasn't looking like there was anything left of it.
I haven't been around (just lurking from time to time) so I did not know what was going on with you. If I can be of any help= please let me know. I'm rooting for you!