Are we there YET?

[BeingMe]

I hear you, Phoenix. I also feel like my life has taken on certain aspects of a soap opera. It's like one long, continuing saga. It helps, I think, to keep a sense of humour, and to not take things too seriously.

What helps me, is to have a plan, so that no matter what happens in my personal life, I will still have something to look forward to, something that interests me and is outside my emotional life. For instance, I am going to continue studying in the fall. I have also taken to meeting new people, and keeping up contact with friends and family. I had let this fall by the wayside because I didn't think anyone would be interested in me and my problems. I find, however, that listening to others, and taking an interest in their lives, somehow helps me put a different perspective on my own life.

Not sure if my rambling has helped you any, but sure hope you had a nice weekend. We had a really good lesson on the temple in Sunday school, and one of the talks was about faith, and the woman talked about taking some steps into the dark in order to see the light - it kinda spoke to me and what I am experiencing right now. I feel like that's what I do sometimes in order to relearn the trust I had for my H. I told him the other day, that moving away to a new place with him, was like jumping into a dark abyss, and I just hope that he's there to catch me. He promised he would always be there to do so. I hope and pray that he means it and will follow through.