There seems to be good things going on. W seems to be much more of a caring person, considerate of what may be my needs. Also seems to be less withdrawn into herself. She seems to be letting me back into her life more and more. I think she has started to realize that although our life is not perfect, it has a lot of good points to it. Add to that the fact that if she was to split up this M and family, she would hurt alot of people that she does love.
I'm starting to see more hope on the horizon. There still seems to be a minor issue that bothers her. I can't quite figure out how to solve it. I'm going to go back to DR and start SSM. My guess it's in SSM since all signs tend to lead towards this.
As I look back I'm thankful to say that I'm here on this site, on this BB. You don't know how good it feels to have your W smile at you again when you are showing her acts of love (5LL). I guess I'll just keep filling that tank and lets see what happens.
Thanks to all. Keep up the good work. Fight like your life depended on it, but enjoy the ride and be proud of your efforts. If nothing else this whole battle has taught me alot about my character and what I am capable of. Not to mention faith.
