Well it was just another emotional roller coaster ride. I can't seem to get a handle on the next step. We seem stuck in limbo, me not wanting to push, appear desperate, giving space, her not wanting to make changes just follow old destructive habits. My patience is growing thin, I might not be able to keep my peace forever. If she doesn't get off the dime soon, I might not be as understanding when she does.
Well I guess I better do some more reading. Unfortunately I seem to be loosing desire for much of anything these days. There seems to be some piece of the puzzle missing here and I can't quite seem to put a handle on it. Hopefully the rest of you are doing better.
