Your probably right. I'm kind of a little tired of working so hard at this, watching my steps and of course the feeling that this is the way the rest of my life is going to be, does not thrill me. Although things have improved, my wife is not exactly professing love for me. In some ways I am still working at forcing myself to trust even though every irregularity drives me nuts. I so much want to sit down with her and have a "what the H___ are you doing, quit this BS and lets get back to what we should be working on" discussion.

Song of the Day

Wish you were here - Pink Floyd

So, so you think you can tell
Heaven from hell
Blue skies from pain
Can you tell a green field from a cold steet rail

Running over the same old ground
What have we found
The same old fears
Wish you were here