I sat the other night and watched Dr Phil electronicly coach some girl on how to be a more desirable date. I wonder if Michele could do that for me some days. Also I would feel better if some day I could pull out video tape and show my wife when she denies all the garbage I've had to and will endure in this experience.

However, with that said, I still found myself sitting there tonight watching my wife and thinking how much I admire and love certain things about her. I guess I just have to be thankful for how things are going and that they are moving in a positive direction. When I hear what some of the rest of you are going through, I am thankful for what I have. I just have to remind myself, it won't all solve itself in one episode (TV) and at least I had a chance to do something about it. Be assured I don't tell myself that someday I will just laugh about it. At least I can see some light.