I just got back from the gym where I contemplated doing an extra round of exercise because my H said I needed to lose another 20 lbs. I decided instead to do an extra round of exercise because it would make me less p*ssed off.
I am relatively calm now and I have decided to not throw out the BB with the bad sodder. However, please let me know if I become too much of a bummer to those who are still trying. I am really such a complete goody-two-shoes that I feel guilty about posting on a divorce busting BB when I want a divorce.
I want you guys to know that I did stand up for myself when he said those things. I told him that if his sexuality was really that superficial then I wasn't interested in it anyway. I was thinking about it at the gym and I decided that his remarks didn't make me want to improve my appearance to please him and they didn't even make me want to improve my appearance to find someone more HD. His remarks made me want to go right out and find a guy who was HD for me just the way I am and then I could change my appearance to please him (and I would be willing to change it every night -French Maid Costume, black leather, thong &halter- bring it on!).
"Tell me, what is it you plan to do with your one wild and precious life?" - Mary Oliver
