I don't know why I see things so differently when my H has apparently never left square 1. This AM he turned me down for sex and told me that if I want him to have sex with me more frequently than is natural for him, I will have to
1) Stop wearing my hair back. 2) Lose another 20 lbs. 3) Learn to apply my makeup better.
Otherwise he will not really want to have sex with me and our encounter will be "mechanical".
I will probably not be back to the board for a while because I don't want anyone to try and talk me into giving him another chance.
I will return when I am ready to post pictures of me and my new HD boyfriend happy in bed together. Hopefully, he won't really be a dumb f*ck as my H predicts.
Love, JJ
"Tell me, what is it you plan to do with your one wild and precious life?" - Mary Oliver