Hopefully the weekend went well for you. I am on and off the board, just not posting. This weekend was double whammy, both aniversary and mother's day. I think both went well. Like yourself, forgiveness and trust seem to be a huge obsticale for me. I know what I need to do, but doing it, exercising faith, when it has been betrayed before and commitment to change does not seem forthcoming from spouse, is quite a mountain to climb.
That said, I do start feeling love for her re-developing and as I have said she does seem to be trying. For now I just count my blessings and keep DBing the best I can. I sure wish I had this info last time, I wouldn't be here right now. Hopefully these positive changes will make sure I don't do a return visit. Anyhow I see lights on the horizon. Count my blessings and watch for tomorrow.
