Back on Track

[BeingMe]

Thanks Slowly. The OW is boring, and I think she was just bored and frustrated with her own M, and thought why not check up what old flame is doing with his life. I always say, leave the past in the past. Pointless revisiting something that is over. Anyway, he did, and he seems to have realised what an awful mistake he made, and says he will work on our M, and try and earn back the trust I lost.

We will see. I am not going to jump in feet first, but take it slowly, and see how things go. I am also trying to learn how to keep my mouth shut about certain things. Also, when I see him getting frustrated, or irritated then I simply leave and go somewhere quiet by myself. Usually, I would jump down his throat for unfairly being irritated with me, etc. etc. In other words, I try not to personalize his moodiness, and try not to engage him when he is in a bad mood.

Ah, so much to learn, so little time, sometimes so frustrating.

On a positive note. My best friend how just found out she had breast cancer, had the lump and some lymph nodes removed, has found out that it is a low grade cancer that had not affected any other nodes, and she won't have to go through chemo after all - "just" the radiation. Hallelujah!!!!!! Prayers do get answered!!!!!