As much as it kills you I think you have to give things a chance. You know that you are cabable of taking care of yourself. At the end of the day, when all is said and done I think you have to be able to say you did all you could and tried everything. At that point if it doesn't work, you can hold your head high and move on. You didn't come to this site to go half way and then chicken out. Somehow I know your tougher than that.
I plan on watching us both make it through this and come out winning in our sitches. Perhaps it's time to pray and find out what is the Lord's will. Let's humble our hearts, find out his will, then have the strength to do it. I find my mind going back to "Peacegiver" every time I get frustrated with her. The only way we can be guided is if we are prepared to be. Good luck this weekend.
By the way, a positive I see is that since he has told the kids that he is back to stay, I think now he has to step up and perform. This is where the rubber meets the road for him. Now he also has to be responsible to the kids for his actions. I think he won't be able to play it off to them like maybe he has to you. Just my thoughts.
