Back on Track

[BeingMe]

I thought I was over the anger part of letting go, but it seems not. I am just so angry and disappointed in my H, and the fact that he could allow things to go this far. I never wanted my children to have a broken family.

I haven't felt this anger in a long time, and thought I was actually feeling more at peace with things until we had to tell our D12 about what's going to happen in her little world. It just broke my heart. She was so brave, and just wanted to know if her dad would still be close by.

I will start looking for another house tonight. I must get my application to college completed. And, I want to register for another course at the local university. Our house needs some fixing up before going on the market, and I want to start packing things to store, so that the house has less clutter. Got lots to do to keep me occupied, but I mustn't forget that D12 needs me now, more than ever.